Sometimes....

Sometimes... I wonder what's in store for the future. I wonder if i'll grow old and grey, sad and lonely... as if there was no today. Sometimes... I wonder if these feeling are real or fake, or if they'll last forever...will they? Sometimes... I wonder my worth, am I portraying myself as who I really am, or am I folding my hand? Who can really tell?....I can. Sometimes...I wonder if ill ever be satisfied, inner beast tamed. Coasting...floating in my own lane. Sometimes... I wonder.